Ages 14 to 18 A reissue of a beloved New York Times bestseller, this heartrending tale exposes missed chances and leaves readers wondering what might have been If he had been with me, everything would be different. Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other. But Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around. That still doesn’t stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together. And as time passes, Autumn realizes she might not get another chance to make things right before it’s too late.
Ages 14 to 18 A reissue of a beloved New York Times bestseller, this heartrending tale exposes missed chances and leaves readers wondering what might have been If he had been with me, everything would be different. Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other. But Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around. That still doesn’t stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together. And as time passes, Autumn realizes she might not get another chance to make things right before it’s too late.
Ages 14 to 18 A reissue of a beloved New York Times bestseller, this heartrending tale exposes missed chances and leaves readers wondering what might have been If he had been with me, everything would be different. Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other. But Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around. That still doesn’t stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together. And as time passes, Autumn realizes she might not get another chance to make things right before it’s too late.
Ages 14 to 18 A reissue of a beloved New York Times bestseller, this heartrending tale exposes missed chances and leaves readers wondering what might have been If he had been with me, everything would be different. Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other. But Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around. That still doesn’t stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together. And as time passes, Autumn realizes she might not get another chance to make things right before it’s too late.
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This book just wasn’t it for me. The build up to a disappointing and dissatisfying ending. The writing itself was good, I just wasn’t a fan of the way the plot was executed.
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I didn’t know whether to give it 5 stars or 1 star because it’s an amazing book, but then end left me in pieces. Never cried this much over a book. I hate books with horrible endings and this one definitely tore my heart out. If you’re okay with that then this is a great read!
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Beautiful story that was paced well and easy to read. Did sob on my train ride home whilst reading but all that tells me is that this is a good book in which i was invested with the characters and plot leaving me thinking about it for days after finishing it
| Dimensions | 140 x 210 x 23mm | 320g |
| Imprint | SOURCEBOOKS FIRE |
| Publication City/Country | Naperville, United States |
| Language | English |
| Edition Statement | Reissue |
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This book just wasn’t it for me. The build up to a disappointing and dissatisfying ending. The writing itself was good, I just wasn’t a fan of the way the plot was executed.
I didn’t know whether to give it 5 stars or 1 star because it’s an amazing book, but then end left me in pieces. Never cried this much over a book. I hate books with horrible endings and this one definitely tore my heart out. If you’re okay with that then this is a great read!
Beautiful story that was paced well and easy to read. Did sob on my train ride home whilst reading but all that tells me is that this is a good book in which i was invested with the characters and plot leaving me thinking about it for days after finishing it
Read it as soon as it arrived and absolutely adored it! Took me two days to finished about. Cute slow burn YA romance, such a cozy read for when you just want a nice novel without complicated plots. I wish I could read it again for the first time!
The book really dragged a lot. Really monotone and repetitive. But an easy read nonetheless. Just not one I would find myself rereading or thinking too much about after
This book was absolutely amazing. The storyline takes you on the main character journey through high school from freshman year to the end of senior year. It’s moves quickly, so I never felt bored if anything I only wanted to read more and more. This story made me feel so many emotions, especially the end. The end was truly breathtaking. Really enjoyed this one. Definitely recommend it.
One of the best books I’ve read in a while!! Story was lovey and captivating throughout which drew me in and kept me reading. Very cool way of writing a book about a whole high school experience, and related to the main character in so many ways, and this was not your typical main character. Would read again and again!
I had first read this when I was a teenager and I still love it. It's paced very well and allows me to keep focus on what I'm reading instead of drawing out everything. The main character is easy to become involved with. It taught me how love comes in multiple forms.
I thought it was hard to get into. The bulk of the book is boring and not needing for the two main characters and their story. The post-climax ending was short and sad.
I liked the plot/storyline and I liked the tension between the two mc but the ending was very dissatisfying. I felt the ending was WAY too rushed and not executed properly. Autumn also called herself quirky wayyy to much. I had to stop reading at times bc of how much of a pick me girl she was. it drove me crazy. but she got better like halfway through the book.
| Dimensions | 140 x 210 x 23mm | 320g |
| Imprint | SOURCEBOOKS FIRE |
| Publication City/Country | Naperville, United States |
| Language | English |
| Edition Statement | Reissue |
